Saturday, April 12, 2014

Okay, maybe one more

Good morning all:

Quite a day yesterday. Here goes. For 21 years I was a soldier. I spent my time in infantry, tank, and cavalry units. I was steely-eyed, camouflage wearing, defender of freedom. Very little scared me.
Yesterday I came face-to-face with one of the few things that puts me thru my paces – a building full of middle school kids. That’s right – those little life affirming units of potential that have one speed – fast; and one volume setting – loud.
Having had a dosage of IVIG last week I looked at each one of these little darlings not so much as loving little smookies, but rather as germ bombs. In reality that’s what they are, kid crud carriers.
I had forgotten about their germ content when I said I would help mentor a bunch of them at a Junior Achievement BIZ Town day. Junior Achievement – except for being a breeding ground for medical maladies – is a wonderful program that teaches kids the value of working together, goal setting, and business fundamentals.
So anyway I get there and I am assigned about a dozen of these bio- terrorists in disguise and we start the project (there were 100 kids there).
When I first got there I had to fill out a name label and the lady at the front door said, “Just put what you want kids to cal you on the label. You know like Mr. Bill, Bill, Mr. Potter.”
Anyway I wrote “Superman” on my label and refused to tell the kids my secret identity. Throughout the day my kids needed my help they would yell, “Superman! Superman!”
What a great way to spend a day.

Oh and I probably didn’t get sick’ let’s see if the IVIG holds.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Play excerpt

(c) 2014 William J. Potter

A ring girl cross the stage with a card saying
"Opening Round." Bill and Kate are sitting
downstage left in two chairs. The rest of the
stage is dark. They are oblique to the
audience. Bill has a small gym bag next to
his chair.
 
Bill
Holy smokes. Can you believe this?
 
Kate
I know. Three weeks ago we thought you had a stomach virus, now it’s cancer.
 
Bill
No not that. Look at this room.
 
Kate
What do you mean?
 
Bill
It’s so beige and soothing.
 
Kate
So what’s wrong with that?
 
Bill
I don’t know. You think there’d be posters or art or something that was … I don’t know … defiant.
 
Kate
What?
 
Bill
You know like a big Sgt. Rock kind of mural with his hands around some cancer cell’s throat. (Bill changes his voice) I’ll kill you, you bastard. (Bill’s voice goes back to normal) You know, something that reeks of commitment and victory … not the good try.
 
Kate
Shut up! They’ll hear you. They’ll think you’re as crazy as you are.
 
Bill
Now, that’s not very nice.
 
Kate
You’re being insane.
 
Bill
I’m just talking… waiting until Dr. Wonderful gets here.
 
Kate
You don’t like him?
 
Bill
He’s fine. I’m just being a jerk.
 
Kate
Good, because he just might save your live.
 
Bill
If he doesn’t and I die, I want you to throw yourself on my casket at the funeral and make a scene. You know, wail about how young I was. .
 
Kate
You’re not that young.
 
Bill
If you don’t I’ll haunt you.
 
Kate
You haunt me already.
 
Bill
Good one.
 
Kate
Just shut up or I’ll cry.
 

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

ON the mend

Guys:
On the mend. Trying to get to the doc today. Staying home and sucking thumb.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

A little PTSD

Guys:
It is my belief that we, patients, survivors and caregivers are the biggest bunch of hypochondriacs around. With that said. I’m better today, so I’m probably not relapsing. PTSD -- what are you gonna do?

Monday, March 3, 2014

Bad day

Hey all:

Had a terrible day that was way too reminiscent of the start of my cancer journey almost three years ago. Woke up this morning with terrible diarrhea and vomiting. That’s exactly the way it started. I had a 100+ temp all day and it finally broke just now.  I am hoping it was some bad bacon or stomach flu. God please be that!! I’m tired and my wife has done a great job taking care of me. My plan is to closely watch it and if it doesn’t get better in a couple o days. I’ll go see my GP.

I guess that’s it,


Bill

Thursday, February 20, 2014

LLS and Life

Hey Guys:

Got a lot going on!
I assumed my duties as chairman for the Mission Services Committee of the Delaware Chapter of the Leukemia Lymphoma society and we’ve had our second meeting. Currently writing a plan for the committee. At least an outline anyway.

Kind of got the blues about work. I’m just angsty and and don’t feel like I’m making much ground. I’m doing well, but I find it hard to keep my sarcasm in check (impossible is more like it). Anyway, I sometimes joke too much and I think it is getting the way. Who knows.

I applied for a job at DOE We’ll see. My batting average for interviews sucks these days. Who knows?

My play is coming along.

Been very. very fatigued as of late. I don’t know what is causing that. It’s taking forever to recover from exercise these days. Way more than one would think.

I guess that’s it.

Peace,

Bill