Whenever I have these oncology/hematology appointments I get
a bit freaked out. I review every possible complication and play it over in my
mind and eventually think myself into a near panic. In the end it comes out
okay,
If all goes well today I will be in the “come back and see
me next year” category. Fingers crossed!
I woke up with a sore throat this morning. Yech! And the
sniffles. If I didn’t have a stupid board meeting at 0800 and then my
appointment at 0940 I’d go bak to bed and stay there all day. I’d just hunker
down with me and Louis L’amour, rustle some cattle, and take naps all day.
Yikes!
I still haven’t forsaken my goal of chucking it all and
playing. I am still trying to maneuver myself into that, but it has been hard
to pull it all together. The money I mean. I wanted some seed money to make it
easier, but lately I’ve been thinking about letting the bank repossess
everything and just walking away. Who knows? Fu#@K.
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